since i started working straight PM shifts, i haven't been coming home until 10:30 at night, hungry and wired. lately, i find myself wearily crawling into bed at 3 in the morning. it's not like i've accomplished a lot in these hours. i tend to be in a fog - having lots of thought, but not quite the energy and ambition to do much about it. i usually end up surfing the internet (posting a blog) and getting a little light house cleaning done.
i've prayed about this and received encouragement from friends, so i've decided that, by golly, things must change! i plan on trying to get to bed by midnight so i can enjoy my mornings again. it's such a beautiful time of day. the world is waking up, the birds are singing, the sun has just dawned... i don't want to sleep through it any more. now that i've planned to be motivated again, i have lots of ideas. i'll do my homework early and even go to the gym before i have to be at work in the afternoon! speaking of which, i have 2 minutes to get the lights out! g'night!
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